SYAZWAN FORGIVE ME.now your gone, thanks for everything that you've done for me. sacrificed for me. the laughter you brought to me. the smile that you put across my face. every single thing tt you've done, i will never forget. it will be etched in my heart and mind. i am sorry for not being able to make you happy. instead, i have hurt you. i know you want me t be happy, thanks for that. but when everything happen yesterday, ie suddenly went blank. when ie went to meet afan yst, ie felt happy. obviously. cus ie havent me her for like a month alr. ie told her bout you. and then when we talked things out, i realize tt she still love me, so ie cant possibly basterd her ryte? and tt moment ie felt like so stressed up. tts y ie told ue not t cntct me anymore. but idk if im even serious in what i saying. lagypon when ue call me ie nk mkn. tts y ie cnt talk. then when ie texted you, ue teros tk lyn. ie felt like WTH, binget uhs. ie made ue go far away from me. its my fault. ie miss the day at this pic. everything seemed perfect. ie miss those times with you. ie rmbr telling you not t smoke infront of me and ue threw away the cigg. and the 4 sticks. so much memories. but everything change in just a day, its all my fault. now, im just hoping you cool down. u cant stop me from crying cus i am a very fragile person. like ie said, your the one who opened my heart for guys. ie just lost somebody tt was so good to me. its all my fault. ie know tt one day ie will loose afan. ie can feel it. now nana tkde wan, soon nana pon tkde afan. when both tkde, ie guess ie have t stand up on my own alone. ue said ue werent gonna be like other guys, but it proved so much tt ue are. ur just like them who throw girls away just like tt. right nw, ie am just wishing tt ie could see ue smile once again. and the phone to ring. but its over like ue said. hais. ive never seen someone so hard hearted lyke ue before. why. nana bodoh uh kau. imysm. ue lied t me, kate nk hug? instead kene hurt ade uh. ie told ue before tt ur the most important t me. first priority is ue and my mum. bt ue just left without letting me explain. ie just want ue t know, that ie love you, wan. ie love you. ie cnt forget ue. please forgive me. hais. none can replace you. sorry uh tadie tk mkn, psl ue binget ie tkde mood nk mkn. ie felt angry actually cus ue treat me like nothing. mcm invisible. sedeh uh. omg. special, imy. dont be angry, nnti cpat tue.
