off to werk these week, so im busy and then next week start sch alrrr ): super tired. qq to sec4nt, thank God means ie have ard 4.5 months of secondary sch, then proceed to ite. omy, cepat lah skola habes. tk sanqqop aku. tired mannn. tmrw have t qo yuyinq sec to buy stuffs but im intendinq t qo werk at RW with lisha, wan and nebs cus we 4 da kena Specially Reserved at Mels & KT ! wowww, lisha yq book. but ie dont want werk at KT psl e chef mcm so the bossy. Mels nye chef qerek and orq2 dyeh friendly laqipon tmpt tk sempit cam KT. haiya, tkpelah, ie really hope can qo werk w them tmrw cus nk spend tyme (: herms, aft that meet wan. anytime he said. today went suntec with mel for interview aqain at jose eber, tpi ie 100% confident not qq werk dere cus its full time kind of thinq and ie qot stupid skool. went with mel, da lamer tk jmpe! met wan awhile to pass stuffs to him as my baq qot many thinqs! berat. hais special today like nvr lyn me, donnoe why ie feel like we driftinq apart. ie miss him. maybe he has chanqed but now he like dont really care abt me. idk, do ie even exist in his life? i miss the old Syazwan. the one who made my simle everyday but nw, looks like im smilinq to myself and ppl miqht think im crazy. then went buqis with mel, bouqht baju for herself and me, and blanje her EVM. tiresome walk ard buqis. wan said no need fetch him aft werk. entala, biar. qive him space. ie also dont like t force ppl. then ie went t meet SA at tamp aft skool. ie today feel hunqry and thirsty whole day so ie bouqht bubble tea. SA tk tau nk lepak ane. wthhh. then keep askinq me to decide, then when ie sit at this particular block tk suke plak cus qot many ppl walkinq around. so we finally went to sit at sab's block. then we talked. ie told SA ie wanted to shave my sideburns. then SA want pick up qirlfie at hqq. so we both went hqq toqether. all the way with SA, ie kept squeezinq SA bones then SA in pain. haha, padan muke! in bus, SA asked for massaqe. wahhh, bully me! SA carried my shoppinq stuffs. *bully back* nanny nanny poo poo! (: then went hair saloon and do my hair, shave sides for 5bucks but they wanted t increase to 16 if ie did more. wahhh nk cheat my money. even this outsider said klau buat kt barber lqy murah. bloody helllll! herms, walked ard see hp's. mahal uh trade in the phone ie want NokiaE63, 130 bucks. cus the oriqinal price of that fone was 220, pdhl my sony fone coss 200 bucks? wahh, puas ati my birthday ie qo and siqn up plan. August 24. cheyyy, bdae orq yq ku syq dtq soon seyh. da tue, on the 1st of June. When i reached home, i miss him badly. Have alwyas been missinq him but now its qettinq too stronq. but i dont know bout him. hais. yeah, we've doinq lesser stuffs toqether. even sms-inq qettinq less, calls only lasts a few minutes a day and sometimes dont even have one call. ie dont know is it my werk im busy with or he chanqe? ie need him by my side, ie lost smbdy alr, next him? hais. imysm. imysm.
