mixed feeling.

today afan absconded from girls hm. hais. dy asal kau larie bodoh, abeh ade hati nk kol aku. the other day ie went her werk place and meet her, ie told her ie qot thinq wan tell her. she just called minutes aqo and asked me what ie wanted t tell her. btw, ie was fuckinq SAD tt she ran. ie just want afan t continue her stay in there w/o any extension anymore. dydy, mepek uh kau ny! ie told her ie wasnt waitinq anymore and then her tone chanqed. walauuuweyyy! ie really disappoint her alot. ie was like one fucker qivinq afan false hope, ie shouldnt have promised. then she said, well, ie dont blame ue and ie evr asked ue t move on with life but ue dint want. since ue feel lonely, find a companion. my last words to ue is, "Kalau nmpk kat luar, jqn teqo". whaaattt? ur endinq our special f/sp just lyke tt? arqh, its all my fault for werkinq and not pickinq her up from werk. if ie did, maybe we could talk thinqs out. she said, "ie still rmbr Elmo syq Shesky, tpi since ue want it this way..." i'll not call ue aqain. arqh! stoopid uh. hais. sedeh. tmw qq werk aqain. spendinq time w lisha todae was superb. thanks lisha. ive qot no mood, qq sleep now. hais. thanks for seqalenyeee. will be busy these few days. sorry wn, fr draqqinq feelinqs at you just now.

GUYS.

super tired t upload. but well, just wanna say HELLO to somebody has hurt me these past few days, im off to sleep nw cus qonna werk ltr, ie forqv ue bt ie dont forqet. i miss you.