Lonely.

nobody is entertaining me right now. nvm, shall just go sleep. thanks to anyone out there who has gone t sleep w/o me. ie feel v lonely. ahhhh, tkpe nana kan sape ): g laah tido. tadie abg pki laptop, ingat dyeh leh tunggu skalie he talk t me like diffrent like tt. skalie when text him say nothing2 skalie actually psl dyeh kate ' dyeh bbual nqan nana mcm orq bodo ' cus ie nvr reply. sorrrriiieeeeee ): ah, ie cnnt be w/o him. tunngu dyeh aleq tpi tk dpt chat. No Words Can Express My Feeling Now. shudup laah nana ny irrtating nk mmpos. orq nk tido, sudahlah ! ):

school.

tk perlu ey muke nana, mcm good qerl tau. ): sedeh, tkpelah. smlm werk 1st day kt ehub bbq chicken. gerek uh bdk2 dyeh. ade makcik ny quide aku. tk stressful. haikal ny aseq2 kacau aku buat aku confused jeh. haiyo. kene hafal menu seyh! quite tough cus there are many thinqs ie have to rmbr, promotion la, apela. nyarie aft school, lepak kejaaaappp nqan umar, udyn and aizat. ny atas umar nye qambar, kiterh curik2 ameq. send kat udyn. biar udyn tatap qambar dyeh hari2! lol. bodoh nye umar, kacau2, irritatinq nk mmpos. after tt went home, slept til 430 woke up and qot ready for work.  b4 went in bbq.chic. talked to bbyboy otp, hais. when da letak, aru nk mesq dyeh, then ie recieved a text from him. alaaah, cute uh nie SyazwanBbyDinosaur. lol. at werk, sufia helped me alot w the table numbers. wahhh, sian uh keje klau baru2 tk confident sgt. abeh haikal plak aseq kacau aqu, bt in return aq slalu bully terence suroh dyeh tolonq aku. Eh, Aku Tk Jahat Ehs. saje2 kacau org. lol. nyarie bannyyaaakkk customer ): but still im nt tt busy. bt ie rimas cus qot many ppl. then terence punch out, ie also punch out qo hm. baru turon escalator ade orq said asalamulaikum t me, ie smile and walk away. qiler nye orq. smlm da ade orq stare nana. pelik uh orq2 sinie. lol. nyarie minum bubble tea laqi. hari2 minom bilerh ie lapar. psl skrq too busy to eat smtimes.went hm and wait for bby t online. IMYSM LAAH B! ): ie want ue! nobody cn replace ue.

Your Mine.

19May, 1:45pm. Syazwan's. Ily bby.

fetched him from work today then i starting work tmrw at ehub. schools bored but i will try my best not t give up. 4 months jeh. be strong nana! (: waiting for him to reach hm. imy.

RW.

took pay with lisha, wan and akiah at RW. saw cheapboy, Pasito and friend. Vivo saw Boi. Teman them eat at Banquet. Dint meet special cus he was at town. Lepak. Home. Dont feel well ): now waitinq for wan on9 before im gone.

my everything.

TANAK GI SKOLA BESOK!!! ):

today is the last day i'll have super many hours/time to spend with wan as tommorow im back t school as a schoolgirl. hais, ie dont want to go to school psl ie nk keje and be with wan. nanti ie busy macam mane? nanti skalie dyeh pon busy carik perempuan mcm mane? hais, ie scared. ie will surely miss him truckloads. syq, dont gatal2 okies be good. but lesser time with him means, harder to quarrel kan? great(: thursday starting work at bbqchicken at ehub. then nx tuesday posted to kovan alr. great ryte? dpt duet can go shopping. today morning met plan and bieie. bieie syq print gambar utk ie. alaa, cute laah bdk kecik nie. then lepak with them and yaya. yaya gg work. so after lepak all of us separate, they went mrt. ie went bus. btw, pertapis dint give us money. saw my beloved daughter at pertapis, nicole hazimah. doter, mum miss ue so much laah syq! reached ehub for interview. the mrjufri very gerek. cant wait for work. aft interview, proceed to cityhall to meet special. he was still at tpy, so ie pelan2 jalan t mrt. when ie reached mrt, he said he nk siap2 kluar naeq mrt. so ie thought we could reach cthall same time. skalie when ie alr arrived, he said tt he was still waiting for the train. actually ie was veeerryyyy tired but sayang punye psl ie sacrifice. while standinq, ie could sleep. wait and wait and finally dyeh smpi. hais. happy nye aku(: but abit down cus of energy level decreasing. ie kacau him say 1,2,3 abt my blog tag. he said wasnt him. then look serious giler, last2 admit! nvm2, i bully him(: power! simlim nye kedai byk da tutop): sedeh! nk gi makan, so we went jalan find place. we went banquet at this shopping mall. skalie ie ask him why tk byk org, he say good lah. then ie said like this tkde business uh their kedai, then wan said their problem laah! skalie... gi banquet, kedai2 sume tutop! lol. slenger tol, ie da tired. then we go eat at littleindia there hot2 seyh the food. he finish first then syiok sendiri take picture. nie laah wan, tkde keje ameq gambar jehs. then jalan2 at mustaffa center, tengok laptop, hp and baju dyeh. wahhh, byk _______ ! tk suke): tkpeluhs kesian sayang kene bully dgn ie, aseq kene gigit jehs! lol. lucky he nvr slap me. syg me mahhh. then aft that he send me back home as im v tired and gotta go school tmrw. oke, lazy! i miss you so much special! see you soon, ilysm sayang.

make this last.

good morning ppl, fully awaked at last. dint go werk, firstly cus wan and lisha not werking to take care of me. im scared cus im easily influenced. biar nana kene influence dgn dorang due not other peeps. secondly, im lazy to stretch myself out of bed. sedeh, nak duet tpi mls. well, wan mcm _______ (: he's still sleeping. ate nasi and ayam lagi this morning, everyday is the same. yst, to those who chatted with me, im sorry. ie fell asleep. lol. kxian dorang. these few days super tired. tmrw get pay liao(: can meet lisha and wan. lisha, jage mataer kau baeq2 okehs, klau tk bsok tk dpt gaji(: tmrw, tolong laah jgn MrWong suroh g skool. malas, and theres nothing t do at sch tmrw. hais. bt at least udyn and polka will know tt im gg back t sch at last after a month! im not in a schooling mood. 4months jeh. can do many things outside. then i cant alwyas go out. need study and do other stuffs. wan plak, tk dpt skola, abeh dyeh mesti tinggalkan nana g ns. hais, this Pertapis ny make me angry seyh! One month they held my money already, wth. sampai skaranq they say they haven count my zakat $. wasehhh, tts my rights money. later meeting wan at afternoon.

behave.

im very happy t meet wan today. fetch him, ask t buy chocolate fudge, idk whats that! but eventually congratulated myself for getting one at mccafe. specially for my special. took bus home. *irritate him* all day long and he ask me to behave myself and be matured. but im so small (: waited for him t take 136 cus i dont want him t be late for bus. *bite him* LOL. pain seyh wan bite ): imysm, wait for you!