imy.

MUHD SYAZWAN BIN ABDUL RAZAK!!!!!!!!!!!! imy!

i am bored.

yst aft wan bby met me and pass txbooks, then walk2 at heartland, ate. then send him t bustop. he made my day(: love him so much!!!!! then aft that met nabilah, went cmpass waited for her boyfie, then ate at banquet. lpas tuh i peqi amk jmpe wan. jalan2 kt saner. so total in one day i met him twice(: now qq meet nabilah, carik keje at tamp!(: Cepatlah 2months 0 weeks 0 days (:

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AKU WRINDU SYAZWAN MCM NK MAMPOS SKRG! ): AKU BATOK AND FLU PON MCM NK MMPOS . ASL AKU LOM MAMPOS ? kejap agi nk keje kul 4 . nk rest ! (:

BBY Birthday(:

his birthday falls on 1st june and ie get t celebrate wif him on e actual day as i took my day off. i went out at 1 t collect the cake and met liyana and friend. they had interview at bbqchic so i also teman them and took my cheque. sophie kept the cake and reserved table for me. wan rched my hse before me. then went up faster chanqe then met him dwnstair. told wan i wanted t qo eat then went my werkplace. haha, dyeh shock. then we ordered food. aft that the cake came(: and after the food was all cleared, the present came. after tt went simlim psl dyeh nk jmpe adeq and mak dyeh psl dyeh nk belik laptop. then peqi tpy jap jmpe kwn dyeh. herms, we were thinkinq of rentinq a hse at there bt we were underaqe haha. mepek je kite. okee, ie quess tts all abt his bdae. ie was v happy t have spend my time with him. bby, why have we drifted apart? i miss you evrytime we are so far apart. i need you, i have no one else in my life right now but then it seems that im starting to loose ue. b, pls dont leave me. ie promise ue tt ie wont loose contact with ue. its just tt im nt prepared t loose ue one day thats why i feel like wanting t give up. hais. im nt making you like a fool or whatsoever making you wait, i stll want you back in my life. b, i wanna make ue happy like every other days. please forgive me if i ever hurt ur feelings. IMYSM b. ):

IMYSM.

dear bbydino, im now waiting for ur text then ill call ue. i really miss ue, its been like decades tt we've last spend time together and ie feel very miserable seyh bby. today im really glad t send ue t werk though im ver sleepy as i reach hm only after 11 every night. hais. but im happy tt things between us is improving. lesser fights, and at least we talk otp everyday after work. hais. & nana very notty always use the workplace phone call bby. ); ie feel like crying. ie wanna b with him but i cant. actually ie dont even have any intention t break up but ie dont want t neglect him. let nature takes its course. b, when want t buy house for us both? hehe. 2 more days t bie's bdae. ie cant wait t spend time with him. da request off, da dpt(: ie hope ie can really make him happy on his bdae. hais. working at bbq is oke but closing is super tired as we have t throw rubbish, clear all the mess etc, but its alright. at least i can do smtg useful rather than stay home doing nothing right? well, SA collected tix from me yst so ive got money t settle my pay for order. im so busy and ie havent finished my project which i have t b done with by june. b, i miss you so much laahs. hais.
I WANNA BE YOUR ONLY ONE ALWAYS.

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busy schooling and working. will not be frequently adding posts.
to syazwan- dont worry ill always be there for you(:

WTF.

Please Syazwan, Let me Go if you have other girls. Atiqah? Pls dont hurt me, i dont mind, i am nobody t stop you from gg on with other girls. In the first place, why did you text her right? Asal u marahkan ie sedangkan u yang buat salah. Ive always been giving in to you cus ie dont want to ruin our r/sp. Psl my past dont talk abt it, da lamer sey criter, sedangkan pompan tuh its happening now in the present. So can see the diff? You tk suke when ie mesg other guys, but FYI they are my friends and i know them, seen them. Pompan tuh, starting fb, msn, number next step what? Whoa, then it will really hurt me. Really. And that point of time i'll just break down. Thanks for everything. Yst what did u actually wanna say, What If?? What If you liked her? Go ahead Wan. I'll just step aside. Maybe a sweet and nice girl like her is what ue are looking for. I know what type of person you are till u criticize me last time. Im sorry i cant be like her. You spoilt the happiness we were gg through yst. Why now then u tell me? Not last time. Hais. This is why i dont want t get into r/sp cus theres always smtg wrong. Pls, im not like ur other ex that will basterd. Sape yg basted sape dulu? Hah, thanks alot. So all these while what for you get angry when ie said tt you have other girls, isnt it a fact? I thought you said you are nt interested t find other girls, but you did kenal2 with atiqah. And u randomly added girls in FB, you confessed it yourslef. Since u enjoy with your single life, go on. I am no one to stop you, ie dont wanna control u. Pls leave me alone. If you were in shoes, ie think you'll be fuckingx100 more angry. But ie still could keep quiet. Ie dont wanna fight with you, cus everytime we do, it hurts me alot. Maybe u dont feel it. Why do you always have t make me cry and hurt? ): I HATE YOU!