Where'd You Go?

SAD! if you are reading this im sad, YEAH! crazy-ly sad. thanks for todday. ie know ie wasnt my ownself bt im sorry. Well, ie may nt be on my own mind. But ie realize everything ie said. Ie love you. Is it that hard to believe? Wo Ai Ni. If you dont like my attitude im soory. Im this way. Take it or leave it. Im not a minah or what but ie talk like this. Ryte nw, at this point of time, my heart only has you, Syazwan. Ie cinterhkan ue. Its up t ue to believe, im not at home nw. Im using wireless somewhere t update my blog. Hais. Omg! Why am ie crying over smone who doesnt care abt me? Stupid ryte? I know. Well, Kalau Org Tk Sudi Tk Mengapa. Wan, its really okie. Bt if ue wanna stay away from me TELL ME! i l y ie gotta go now. im sorry, ie have no one else except you. Waiting for you! ♫ Baby-Justin Biebier 27april 8pm

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sweet kan?

where wan seyyy, imy!

now 1pm just woke up seyh. wth seyh. wan nt online. he watching video. idk wad zombie. haiyo, nw listening baby song. he send me the song alr! yesterday. my adeq cming back alr); shes gonna irritate me liao. wake up, smoke, nvr bathe, but havent eat. wait for wan eat tugeda. haiyo! nabilah talked to me otp just nw. talk abt that pukimak, ILA! ccb, say my friend got Hiv ue then got uh. ILA BESENG! da nk crik psl ngan aq, skrg kwn aq plak. wahhhh sehhhh, tunggu eh kau!now 1:16 wan online.alaaa, nk webcam bbeh camera nt connected. hmpfh! got me onieeeeeeeeee. sobs!just nw mak ask me y ie go hm late yst. bpk bising sehhh. okie luh, whatever. then ie told her tudae ie meet wan.then she say wan my lakie uh. ie said yup. then salam her then she off to werk. nenek call and membebel. haiyo! malas uh. lucky got i/call. then ie think ie end here, ie tired liaoooooooo ): imy special -

Monday's Outing. 26April.

okie, nie matrep name dyeh AKYIE LAH SEYH! nmpk kt luar, WA MAU REMBAT! lu tunggu masanya jeh boi! waaasehhh minahreph da bual ny. Wa anytime anywhere leh turon nya! Eh AKYIE, Nana maen2 jek laahs. Alaaalaaah. Haha! Okie luh, smlm member tk tido abeh kiterh bual. Cus Nana was down, cus of Wan. Then kiterh plan jmpe uh nyarie. EYH! jgn tgk Akyie eh seyh. Tgk Nana Yg Cute nieees ;D Then actually we want meet at Ite Mcphsn then he gatal maah, go out school early. 1:30 he call my hp ckp dabes skola. WTH! pdhl finesh school at 5? Haiyo. Mampos tanak. K bgos jgk cabot early so can turon faster. Hujan lebat when wan go out. WHY OH WHY? can cry seh. Nvm, then ie go bank take out money $$ (: Then nk gi bustop saner byk MATREP ANGKONGSIAO. see me like can eat, ya lah ie small kid mah. But still lepas buy rokok okie? Hais. Then when smpi Amk Mrt. He there. WAAAAAHHHSEEEYHHH! mcm matrep seyh Akyie from jaoh. HAHA! Sorry eh boi. Lu mmg matrep pa. BTW, while waiting for him smtg happen seh, got this Mrt Officer say t me. Waiting For Your Friend uh? Walaneeeiii, paiseh seh! ny laah, Akyie make me wait! smpi org tgk ie mcm org giler! When ie tell Akyie he laugh. Klaka Kapa! haha(: Then we went Harbourfront. Aqu nk step ferst gerl bwk dyeh naeq MountFaber. Soory uh, tk larat luh seyh! Baru naeq sket, aq da penat. Then we from upstair, go down bck. Haha! stupid ryte this Nana. Then he mepek, say got third eye. Ckp ade hantu, ikot kite. Padahl our shadow. WTH! tkot seyh Nana! Then we jalan2 at Skypark. Walaneiiiiii, Akyie aseq bully aq nk tolak aq dlm water, nk nanges seh nana! Kena Bully! Then aft tt, we took pic. Haha, kesian seyh Akyie got PPL AS SIAL as me aseq careq psl. Alaah, biar laah org tuh. Step dyeh nk rembat nana jeh! Then we go eat at Mac, he nvr eat. Step strong, pdhl nvr eat. Ie bought FilletOFish Meal. The whole tyme we stare at each other then step nk gado. End up aseq ketawe. Then he ask me, his forehead got HAHAHA meh? then ie laugh. Klaka uh lu, mat! Then go smoke, alaamak paiseh uh smoke dpn matrep. He where lyke gerl lyke me. He uh mcm makcik2 tindek salah, minom salah, Smoke also wrong. Aiyo! Pakai pon kene tertib2. Sabar je Nana! neymynds, then he send me kovan bt ie gatal nk jumpe smbdyyyy(: WAN! go amk meet him. Actually sumpah penat tpi syg pe psl ie tron amk. Tunggu kejap je. 10 mnets he come dwn. Member tk nmpk aku pdhl dpan2 jehs! Hehe, then ikot dyeh g sportslink. Wah cm nk mmpos. Penat seh! tkpeluh, Syg nye Psl kan? hais. syg wan luhh seyh. Abeh kiterh g dok bwh blok, isap rkk. Then as usual he maen game. Tkpe, tgk dyeh cute da cukop. He asked me y ie cry yst. Natasha luhs! ); Sedeh tau! Then he send me bck home. Ie took mrt. Then ie just went up escalator, this special person mesg... "Sorry i have no other girl.just u only u." Ya, tts exactly wad he said. Make sure eh Wan! Ie am scared t be hurt again. Hais. Skg, Nana wait for Afan call, what Afan want. Then ... (: Kxian Wan tunggu. Maybe what Afan said was true, once ie outside ill change. Hais. Tapie, Nana nk setie klau btol2 tt smbdy is my one and only. Tanak basterd lakie lagie uhs. Buat pe kan? Dorang pon ade perasaan. Now 1:50am he's asleep liao, tkpe luh ie pon busy blogging, tk lyn dyeh, sbb tuh dyeh boring agknye. okieeeee then, ie pon dahbes. ILY !

Wan (:

da uh, im SUPER lazy t upload pics. kental uh pics. well, now is 1:30. 26April. i already siap ue know, want t go out. take money buy food etc and go harbourfront lepak. and then it rained. Nana nak buy my favourite chocolate for Wan at CandyEmpire but ie know he wont accept. Hais. Nk belik rokok aft kluarkan money(: Oke, actually Nana sad. Cus yst Wan talk abt his ex, Natasha. Nie laah, Nana nk tau sgt psl lovelife dyeh. Ie am scared to be in r/sp ryte nw. Though ie have Afan ryte nw but idk why eversince Syazwan came into my life, im v happy. He nvr fail t entertain me with his jokes and laughter. Haha, ie dont care what the fuck ue all want t say abt me. Ie have no intention t basterd Afan. We just wait and see what Afan has t say t me on the 1st of May. Its nt tt ie cant wait, its just tt ie feel lonely and ie need smone by my side. And well, ive found that person. Nana wont basterd Afan nor Wan, but my heart nw says one name. Herms, For Me To Know For Me To find Out. Ily laah ♥ Oke, yst... Wan met me & again he found me atthe staircase sitting then suddenly he pop out frm nowhere. Actually, ie was looking at him all the way. Idk why, he is the one who puts a smile across my face. He from Yishun soccer came down all the way here. Kxian seh. Nvm, cute uh dyeh(: Then otw to The Rc block, Wan say he bring car. Ya, mcm phm. Then follow his friend go makan, then play this stupid block game with him. He evrytime menang, tak fair seh! urgh! then he help me complete the puzzle. Ie step pandai onie. Then go 711, he rabak. Think ie cat. Haha. Lepak bwh block, then he sing the baby song with actions cute laah dyeh nie. Jatoh g! (: He kxian seh, tell me he stress. Ie lyke want kidnap him put in my hse onie. He send me bck around 11plus. Saw cik Khamis, and my sister call mum down to see Wan. Haha. Wan paiseh! He haus, give money buy drink dowan. End up my sis pester him. Otw hm, ie called him t teman him. TTS WHEN NATASHA THING HAPPEN! he still cntct her, and ya, cnferm gt feelings bck one. Tts y Nana tnk guys. They are so unpredictable. Mcm nasi? Sometimes here, smtimes gone. Now he's here bt ie feel lyke loosing him. Cukop uh kene hurt! ): Sobs. Then ie pass the fone to Yaya and cried. And cried. And cried. He called me bt ie reject. Sorry! Sorry! Then skalie ard 3 ie tried calling him bt his hp was off. Ie was worried cus ie scared he kena lock out of the hse. How? Bt this mrng, ie called him liao. He havent bathe! haha ;) Now im gg out t bank babes(: Will update again. Wan, I Love You -

i ♥ you ; friday outing (:

25042010.11am.
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE <3!so today is my first post, have create many blogs but just cant manage them, and TADDAAAA! Here I Am Once Again(: so, ie wanna update abt my friday outing. okeeee, ie went wif sumone ive not met for lyke more than 2 years. her name is NABILAH. she has been my schoolmate and classmate for altogether 5 years! mannnn, thats so long. what happened on tt friday, was she suddenly called me and ask me out. like WOW! cus all these while, she like cant go out. So, she havent eaten her breakfast and ME TOO! *hungry* nvm, ie MCM ANAK KAYE mahh w 10bucks only! want t buy Macdonald Meal and also rokok as usual. My face like muke rkk waddddd! hehe(: so, ie force-fully jumped myself out from my mattress and go bathe. Power or what this Nana, bath? lol. then wore this floral shirt mummy bought at bugis! gyeah. then at 2, off to nab's home. reached 2plus. took bus to compass. then we mamam Mc. yea, ie had Mcspicy meal. eeee! Pedas seh. cb, ie nk sue the Mcdonald. oh, and since it was on a school day, the school kids were there Making Real LOUD NOISE! fuckfuck, & ie told them to lower down so ie could indulge my fries in peace and laughter(: then i saw smtg CUTEEEEE! it was a cake shop, decorate it urself. cute giler. klaw Nana got bf, ie will buy for him. but too ba. hmpfh! neymynds. next, she went depo. money. & we bought rkk. lucky she lepas man, ie left 4 mths to sweet18! rokok PEMENANG! (: then we went out of cp, smoke. then this somebody, MUHD SYAZWAN BIN ABDUL RAZAK having break so called him. alamk pathethic or what, when we talk all the vulgaraties come out of our mouth. Yalah, he Ahbeng mahh. talk to him is always fun*HAPPY*!! oke then nab so kxian, nobody entertain. so ie put dwn the phone and talked t her and smoke. she was like, Eh that guy otp with ue chinese or malay? LOL. His name is so MALAY! duhhh. hais. then she took my pic, so candid. and a photo of us. she went back and we took 9 sticks of cigg each. haha, Nana NO LIGHTER seyh ): how smoke? so, then after nab was sent home safely by me, ie called Wan ahbeng again. talk nonstop, he step pandai. ask me to ask him maths qn. nk step brainy, but actually he use CALCULATOR! liar.liar. then skalie saw a mad woman WAVING at Nana. alamak, Lisha laahs(: went lisha hse lepak awhile onie. then she asked me t tOn at amk w her boyfriend cus got kudekepang thing. at ferst, ie on. then otw hm, ie feel unwell then dad said dnt go. at 9pm went out t fetch Wan from work. he think he princess. actually, tt was the FIRST TIME ie met him. abeh shock? ie reached citylink then wahhhhhhhh ): so sad kape?! the place so confusing. then at last reach, suntec at 10 sharp. waited for 45 minutes! so we call him WAN PAITAO, okehs? he paitao me for 45mins. then he said he had t throw rubbish tts y. Actually, ie plan t go amk with him then so late liao so he Send Me Bck Home! goodboy(: he very funny, introduce me to that place. Esplanade say durian laah. then the 4sticks Jepon mati. haha, pdhl got 3 sticks onie. mepek! then we took the train, haiyo. he pemalas. can walk take the long escalator at doby. Went in the NEL, listen song from his big creature. Haha! Ie rmbr he got on this song, Baby by Justin BieBier. herms, im listening to it nw.(: then hahahaha, the MOST ACCIDENTAL THING happen. ie asked him if his atok's name is MuhdAli. idk whos tt? but ie just asked. then he was like no. then ie asked is it ur father? Nope again. then ie said if its nt ur father, then my father la. Suddenly, ie pointed to smbdy and said my father. OMG! really my father seh. haha! Bpk aq tnye, whos tt? Ie said friend. Hee(: Then nie Wan also salam him and then sent me bck home t level2 bt nt infront of t door? He malu. Cute kape? oh, then he say ie lyke minahreph. wth. nvm, then ie wnt hm and talked t mummy bout him. ALOT! hais, ie feel lonely actually w/o ahjez ie tell mummy. no one understands. 20 days w/o her. aq boleh depression! so ie told mummy, syazwan really made me happy on that friday aft so long! then mummy said y he nvr come up. he paiseh luh. Me and mummy talked alot of things bout him and my life nw. mummy asked me hw wan was gg hm ltr cus it was like morning liao. ie texted him and told him if he reach hm, text me. And he did, ard 1plus? hais. at first ie thought he like dont want lyn me but then suddenly yst smtg happen! he asked me call him yst, we talked until 6. Then got event, must go out w dad and Yaya. lazy! ie saw Aidil my ex. omg! whatever. Then Wan mesg me, said he wanted to tell me smtg after work. Ie pestered him to tell me. Then we talked bout smtg and finally we like ok, lets get to know each other more. haha, so no need say more. You Know I know! My mother also know(: now chatting with him. ie secretly blogging, ltr one day then ie show him. Guess what, Wan say Yaya cute, oh my shes the most irritating kid ever. Woweee! done; goodbye. MuacksMuacks! ie miss special(: