Happy Three Months, ILY. sorry for not updating blog for very long as im busy with school and work. i also didnt want to post all my unhappy stuffs in here. but now finally me and wan are happy once again. he did keep to his promise to change to be a better person and yes he is. no more quarrels. just happiness between us(:
this is a special post for ue bie... i just wanna say thankiew for everything uve sacrificed for me. ur time, ur patience, ur love. almost everything that u do for me, i really appreciate. im soory if ie ever neglect ue. im soory if ie cant be there for you always but just so ue know, i miss you every second ur not there. but ie know ur heart and soul will always be by my side. im happy that we are back together once again. this time round, we will surely last long. i wont ask ue for a breakup like last time bcus of a stupid reason. i trust u tt ur feelings wont fade for me anymore cus i promise ue that ill always be by ur side. morning, afternoon, night. the whole day spend will only be with you. even if one day ue have to leave me for NS, i will wait for ue. trust me im not like other girls. idk why since the first time i met ue, i knew u were the right one for me and up till now even though uve hurt me time and again my heart keeps saying your the one for me and i surely cant leave ue. ie just wanna be with you. for the first time i met a guy we could last this long. uve shown me that ue are really different from other guys. thanks for taking care of me really good when i nvr go school. if one day u leave me, i really dunno wad t do. dearest, i really love u so much.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
its been 24hours after we fought. so its been 1 day without him. i miss him, i feel miserable. yst, i couldnt stop myself from texting him but then i think i should control. ppl would think that im a (L)oser. sabar Nana, sabar. i believe in Karma. what goes around comes around. but im not cursing him i just want him t know how much im hurting nw, make him realise. Why me? I thought your the one who said you dont wanna lose me but end up you left me. i miss calling u Sayang, and then manje2 with you. every moments with you. hais, tkpela, ill give u some space. for those who wanna know wad happen, Syazwan's feeling has faded for me. That means he doesnt love me bt he said im still in his heart, actually i dont understand, but i just know i still really love him. but its all gone........ Im sorry for neglecting him and tts y he dont fell the love. i wanna make up, but dunno how to.
Friday, June 25, 2010
define love. im just so sad right now. we are drifting, why? lesser time together and i dont even know if he still loves me. hes still at punggol park nw and hes stuck hais mesged him a while ago but no reply i think he has off his fone. im lazy to say what happened today. idk if hes happy( exclude the fact that he got a fish ) well, is he happy tt he got to spend time with me? eversince we fought at the bustop and he felt sick, he never showed and shower his love to me like he used to. everything changed so quickly. im scared t loose him but im ready. but at the same time i have to. what should i do now? when i meet him he doesnt even pay attention t me anymore. im not joking, im serious.
Monday, June 21, 2010
19june malacca
my sayang SABBY cuzzin and me slept all the way in the coach, and ate at every stop. tts all for our malacca trip(:
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
for bby (:
today i went out with my family. RW, Singapore Flyer was boring. tau jmpe bby cus i really2 miss him alot. walaopon we meet like almst everyday, whenever i apart from him, i feel very lonely. hais ): yst nana go laser tatoo at simei. SYIOK seh. pedeh2 and panas jeh tpi tk pain pon. bby was very worried for me, alaahh cute nye dyeh! aft laser ie jmpe wan at hgg interchange psl i wan go pasar mlm. smpi sane ramai giler org seh, tk suke! ie lapar so ie mkn kt QiJi je, ate laksa. then aft that he ajak me go punggol park. pegi sane rupernye ny dinosaur ade bwk line ngan roti nk panceng! tersembunyi dlm pocket dyeh. lol. dudok2 sane. irritate dyeh, bully dyeh. kxian bby. then aleq nye time, dyeh tk lyn ie lansong ): he said he felt sick but he was very2 quiet never respond me at all. ie was sad and at the same time furious. but still ie nvr fail t talk t him, STILL nvr reply me. then we quarreled, cus of something. hais. but da okie da psl aft ie walked off ie kol him and we talked things out. IMY bby. then smlm dyeh entertain ie kat msn On and Off, his lappy ade problem. smpi ie tunggu dyeh on9, ie tetido. Ie woke up at 5am cus ie felt smtg hot at my hand. it was my lappy!! ie dint off it, but ie saw a sweet mesg from wan and ie straight away texted him. nw waiting for him t cum hm from panceng. pls entertain me soon, imy !
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